second place victory

"it's enlightening to think of the breeze, to believe in things that we cant see
let's show them how to live, accept the pain always forgive,
watch the sun go down and learn the sound of following all that's complete..." this day and age

oh mondays... tomorrow i bite the bullet and go job hunting in the wonderful world of retail. to be honest i am very torn right now. there are two directions i want to head in my life and i know that they go in totally opposite directions. i am almost too scared to make a decision and just hide here in victorville behind some random job and doing what everyone else does.
oh the joys of growing up. i really do wish i was back in school. or at least that i had paid a little more attention in some classes... but oh well.
good things to come (i hope)