why am i awake still?

it's 1:34am and i am still awake. i have to be up in like 7 hours to go to church and then work until 8:30pm, booo.
a random story from today (only at jcpenney)... a girl walks into the store, comes to the front of the register, looks straight at me and says, "jc penney is closing" and says it like i just took away her source of life or something. she said it with such disdain and anger. i looked at her and said "no, we're not closing. the one in hickory hollow closed." she said, "oh" and her mom grabbed her hand and they walked away... who does that?
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today i started a new craft project that is going to take a while... so don't expect pictures anytime soon...
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things have been difficult lately. God is really teaching me how to be patient, rather, telling me that i need to patient while i whine and complain in my head asking WHY HAVE I NOT CHANGED THE WORLD YET? why do i question? in the end i am going to be like God, i am a dork, i apologize for being stupid... but i guess the cool thing is that he will say it's ok... :)
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people appear when you need them most... really, they do.
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good night