change

what a weird thing, change. it is so beautiful to watch someone grow, you know? evolve into who they will eventually become. but it is also sad because some out grow friendships, relationships and thensome. and can even leave us behind... oh how they will be missed
with each day closer that graduation comes the more nostalgic i get and it's weird to see the change that i have gone through in the past 4 years. there are some i probably won't say goodbye to even though they had more of an impact on me than they could even imagine. it's funny how i am still afraid to say something to people who i may never see again. living life to its fullest is almost impossible, but great in theory.
i remember in junior high there was a quote in my science teacher's room it said 'the only person who likes change is a baby'
i am ready for change, not sure if i will like what my life will bring me next but i guess i will have to make the most of it, whether that is back in the boring desert of victorville or venturing off and doing it on my own. i just don't want to leave the good things that i've accumulated during my time here...