thoughts of the unemployed...

there are people i care about, a lot... who i really admire and look up to, but they will never know.
this concept has been bugging me a lot lately and maybe it is just me who is afraid out outcome. i feel like i am afraid of a lot, i take few chances in my life... i am comfortable with being comfortable. is that wrong? will i regret this?
i can see my life coming up to a fork in the road and depending on which side i take can totally alter who i will eventually become... what do you do?