back in vv...

so yes, something has happened that i never would have been able to prepare for. i have movied back home. for how long? ehhh, at least until the end of the year. i need time to clear my head and focus on exactly what lies within my heart. i have my ideas but not sure if it's what i want or what is truly my purpose in life.
i never thought it would come to this but after a fun and random day, i feel like this will be good for me.

things have changed... get over it and yourself

no my life no longer revolves around you, i wish you could understand that. people are so caught up in themselves that they don't realize that there are people and things in their environment passing them by. living in the past will get you nowhere and holding grudges will drag you down further.
the world moves on whether or not we like it, change is inevitable and we must constantly be working on getting ready for what life will bring you next.
but what good is planning?
if you think i am writing this about you, you are wrong.

things suck

things suck, will they get better? when will i listen to myself and do what i think i need to do? why must i enjoy comfort? what is comfortable really?
today when i had expected that everything had fallen into place perfectly, all hell broke loose and i didn't know what to do. i truly hit rock bottom today, so there is no where else but up right?
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on another note i had a great evening... saw fall out boy play like 6 songs for the taping of the jimmy kimmel show and it was such a great way to get out all my stress. i got punched in the face though and my cheek still hurts, but it's all in good fun right?
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i wish people knew how much i appreciated them