things suck

things suck, will they get better? when will i listen to myself and do what i think i need to do? why must i enjoy comfort? what is comfortable really?
today when i had expected that everything had fallen into place perfectly, all hell broke loose and i didn't know what to do. i truly hit rock bottom today, so there is no where else but up right?
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on another note i had a great evening... saw fall out boy play like 6 songs for the taping of the jimmy kimmel show and it was such a great way to get out all my stress. i got punched in the face though and my cheek still hurts, but it's all in good fun right?
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i wish people knew how much i appreciated them